Talking Brain

I like to write about anything that my brain talks about. This post's title has a date, because I guess I will write about it many times.

I am thinking now about this post. I should write without thinking, but why do I think about how do I write without thinking!

I want to write an app. I liked bearblog.dev, I like to write the same app, just for fun. I wrote something similar, but because I changed it a lot to make it better, then at the end, I made it worst, and I didn't like it myself, and I left it in my projects folder, in my old laptop. I feel sad about this project, but I don't have the enthusiasm to even open it.

Lack of enthusiasm is always with me now. I don't know how I am happy. I don't know how others are happy. My therapist said these are signs of depression. I was shocked, but then what? I talked to a psychologist, and still waiting for the medicines. I hope it makes a difference, as I really don't know what to do with my life.

This was good, for the first time, I need to make it a habit, so I write more.