I got a new loan to cover my costs for the next 6 months. It is a bit tough for me.
I feel nervous. I feel I am forgetting myself and forget why I should relax and enjoy my life.
I must be tougher about the future decisions so I consider myself as well.
I feel I should enjoy my life too.
I think I should talk to her and I am in a bit hard times, of course she is too. but then it’s me that decides things and makes things harder for myself.
Yes, it’s myself. Hey! man be tougher and think more. Don’t make others happy anymore. Hey! think for yourself too. You deserve have a happy life too. Don’t make things hard for yourself.
Find cheaper stuff but also get the reward of getting cheap stuff, not giving her the reward.