Headaches
These days I get a lot of headaches.
I use my phone a lot for nothing. I am bored maybe. I have a fear that after divorce, I get bored of doing nothing. I have prepared a lot of lists for things to do, but still I feel I will be bored.
I should things regularly, so that I have something to do next.
Also, I don’t want to stay, I will leave. I want to be alone, I want to be on my own.
I will decide better when I am on my own.